Grave Disease....

Hey, guys... I'm sick again but this time is even more serious... I just found out that I have a disease called the grave disease... It sounds cool, right... Just 2 months before my birthday that I found out that i had this disease and the best part is that I had it since I was a baby and I don't even know it till now.... Haiz... What kind of world is this??? I have to be on long term medication... Out of 15 sypthoms, I have 14 of them.... My doctor told me that her greatest worry is that my white blood cells might decrease and that is definitly not a good sign.... By that time, my neck will swell up and I have to go for operation... Everyone says that I will be fine after the operations, but they are all wrong... My doctor says that i will have relapses so there wont be just 1 scar on my neck but numerous.... And because of this disease, I become a useless person... I can't have a little bit of stress, if not, I would sick.... Then, people will ask me to do work that do not require any mental work... They didn't know that I have no more strength in my limps anymore.... The moment I carry something heavy(used to be very light for me before knowing that I got this disease), my limps will ache, they will be strengthless(for example; can't even pick up a fork)... I feel sad inside but I can't tell anyone because I don't want anyone to worry about me.... So I could only pour my sorrows here.... I sounded so patheic.... Ciao.... Hope that the next time I will post a happy entry and not the one with many bad news....

Work, Work, Work....

i'm so bored.... i really cant wait till june .... i can go on holiday wif my best fren, ling ling.... this time we r going to 3 places.... 1st is to kl, den to penang and lastly langkawi..... backpacking again.... my favourite.... lolx.... i will b also meeting my malaysia frenz... lolx... they say that they r treating me to seafood..... nice.... i tell them i wanna eat crabbie..... but muz dabao cos outside eat crabbie very ugly..... but as for now... all i need to concentrate on is to work, work and work non stop..... i work 5 1/2 days as an admin staff and on monday, wednesday, thursday, saturday and sunday i need to give tuition.... sob, sob..... i m working everyday.... slogging like a mad woman..... haiz.... but nvm.... after all this troubles, i will b able to relax..... hahahahaha.....

The World Biggest Moron...

since i tot that having frenz is base in sincerity n trust.... y do ppl had to lie juz to make frenz..... that dun seem the way out u noe...... the moment that ur lies snowball.... it will end u up into a lot of trouble n u might also lose that very fren of urs...... i dun wanna lose any frenz as i noe that frenz are hard to comne by these days..... no matters wat u guys had lied to me, u r still my frenz..... i try to act like a moron n a fool even if i noe that u guys r lying..... i m trying very hard to maintain a friendship..... r u, guys???? i dun wanna get disappointed in u, guys...... believe in me pls, juz like i believe in u guys.....

holiday is in the hse........

sianz sianz sianz......... it's holiday liao..... wher to go, what to do n where shld i b rite now......... i totally got no idea.... ever since i fire my boss..... i totallly got nth to do.... so sianz..... but now when the holiday is in, i think i might as well go n take a very gd rest n make myuself fatter den ever b4 i go back to sch....i doubt any1 can recongise me from that.... i think that will b my aim which is to stuff myself to death..... if not, i will die of boredom... so wat is the difference..... like that is dying,, like this is also dying..... so come on gif me a break......... let me die in a happier way...... btw any1 out there who noes me, feel free to call me up to go out shopping to cut down some calories...... if u dun 1 me to get too fat...... lolx.... i now also got nth to update liao... i will update again when i noe wat to update.......ok, byeeeee......

CAs Sux.....

finally jus finish my all 3 CAs..... jus when i that i gonna fail all three of my subjects..... i passed 2 of them wif flying colours...... unbelivable, isn't it....... i got 2 As n 1 b...... FUNNY , RITE? jus when my life got a bit normal like human being, my cca had me as a team leader..... gd thing rite..... but there is jus way too much for me to handle...... den jus when i m getting used to it, the teacher in-charge told me that they r coming up with a post , PRESIDENT, for the CCA....... wat the hack.... i jus pray so hard that the teacher hate me so that she n the other teacher s will not pick me for the post..... if i got the post, i rather die...... i jus pray hard that i continue to b more like a human den a vampire........ or mabyb after when i finished my studies den i will b back to my normal self.....

Back In School....

yoz... watsup....

it's been a long time that i had not post anything yet.... anyway, i jus got back from my latest trip from malaysia..... it might quite stupid but me n fren travel all the way there by train..... it has given us a very different experience from coach n planes...... we had a great time there..... we even overspent our budget n i even got sick...... so sick..... hahaha tel u guys something, i was suppose to b in sch but i skip sch for the trip.... evil, rite.... hahaha..... anyway i need to thk shawnlane41600625 for reading my blog n leaving a comment.... i was unable to leave a comment for ur blog..... i also do wecome all of u to leave any comment for me, k.... a million thks to all of u out there..... n now i m back in sch n life is still as boring...... cya guys real soon again..... tata.....

killing me softly with the pain........

yoz...... long time nvr cum backin here to update liao........ haiz...... sianz...... having my wisdom teeth back again....... ya, rite...... u r not cin tis wrongly....... now 2 wisdom teeth at 1 go....... sianz...... the pain is killing n i dunno wat to do........ btw, guys....... i will b having my operation this cumin friday........ sianz......... have to go after my ca....... so stress....... after heard wat my fren had told me....... so scary........ i jus hope that i wont run away when they try to the operation for me........ so, guys..... wish me luck....... i jus dun hope that i die on the surgical bed jus bcos of extracting the 2 stupid wisdom teeth..... i really dunno why they call it the wisdom tooth..... i dun c any wisdom growin in me, instead, i bcum more n more stupid each time...... hahahaha..... jus kidding...... start thinking, guys...... try to change the name of the wisdom tooth...... it shouldn't b cal wisdom..... my suggestion...... thinking of calin it the idiotic tooth..... haha..... how is that for a change........ jus hope that i will haf the will to live after the operation....... hahahaha........